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SO: my life has been hectic since the last time I blogged. Didn't realize how long it has been since I last posted and also didn't realize how much has happened SINCE THEN. I haven't told you about my new car wtf!!!!! YEAH MAN, I got a friiiickiiiin' car. There were a lot reasons why we got it so quickly, I am not just a greedy brat...sometimes, ahahahhaha. bUT YEAH. I am glad to introduce you to: LUNA VAGINA PALMA!!!! Reason for name: Luna (first name) - My faaaaavooooorite name in the entire universe / Vagina (middle name) - Because it fit well, she's red, and feel like she needed a name that just screamed "YES!!!" / Palma (last name) - it's my last name of course hehehehhehehehe. Here's my dad and I being cute in Luna, muahahahhahah.

Well, last week or the week before that, my family from Georgia came to visit!!! I was quite nervous because they are very Christian and my sister had a bad incident with my uncle so I wasn't very comfortable around him (it was a religious thing). Although I felt that way, when they arrived, it wasn't so bad!!! I hung out with my cousins, caught up with them and fell in love with their 6 year old sister (CUTEST THING EVER), and went to Disneyland!!!!!! It was great to see them and chiiiiill with them because I don't have a lot of cousins here close by that I can actually talk to so, it was nice to have a normal cousin bonding time that I don't get often.

I ordered the cuuutessssst buttons from the pulp girls and I am completely in looooooove with them. They have the cutest stuff ever and I really do recommend checking some of it out (I think I have mentioned them before). I waited 4 weeks for them (because they're handmade right when you order them) and when they arrived, tears filled up.

SOOOOOOO. This weekend was finally Vidcon!!! I made a post about last year's Vidcon here, which I just read and hopefully my posts have improved since then, ahahahahahah. Vidcon is just a convention filled with YouTube EVERYTHING. Not only do youtubers go, but "viners" go (people who make vines, just clearing that ahahhaha) and people who are just well-known on the Internet. Well-known Internet people meet their "fans" or viewers or whatever and their also well-known Internet friends. Sadly, this year we did not get tickets because it was a very expensive year, but we still went and had such a great time!!!!!! Here is my outfit for Day 1:

// DROWNERS shirt worn as a dress - concert // jean jacket - thrifted // shoes (GIVEN BY MY AMAZING SIIISTERRR) - Buffalo Exchange, but originally from Forever 21 // choker - handmade // cat, 'Eat My Shorts', and Jon Snow buttons - (in same order) thrifted, bought at Marina & the Diamonds concert, the Pulp Girls //

I started making chokers and loooovvveee them!!!!! I've made around 3 and am so happy they're DIY/cheap. I didn't take pictures of my other outfits for day 2 and day 3 because I'm lame, but this one was my favorite so that's cool!!!!!

Since we didn't get passes, all we did was walk around and sit, looking for our favorite youtubers, which was pretty successful. Although, most pictures were like the one above, while the person was being rushed somewhere else, it was still A LOT of fun to hang out with best friends and at least get a glimpse of the people we see through a screen. Y'know?

Some youtubers were actually nice enough to come out and meet people!!!! This is Jim and he is one of the sweetest youtubers eveeeeerrr!!!!!!!! He was like a building compared to me and I was just sososososososooso happy I got to meet him. It may sound lame to some of you, this whole convention for YouTube, but it was really great and I had lots of fun. Now, the Internet is taking over. People may not want to accept that, but it's happening. I have met some of my best friends on the Internet, gotten to know people more over the Internet, am able to release my feelings through the Internet. I can agree it can increase social anxiety, but for the most part, I feel like the Internet has many positive attributes. There's my little rant over the Internet, ahahahhha.

On the second day of Vidcon, a nice older lady actually gave us a pass!!!!!!! We literally were sososososoosoooooo happy, so the third day we were able to switch off and check out the inside of the event (this is a picture of last year's badge and this year's badge). Later on, on the third day (last year, they only had 2 days, but this year THEY ADDED ANOTHER DAY!!!) was Vidcon Prom, the last event of the convention. We reaaallyyyyy wanted to go, so we decided to look around and ask people who were leaving if there was any way we could have their pass (useless after everything is over) and WE WERE ABLE TO GET THEM. We were so happy and so as a last goodbye, we went to the prom!! People actually dressed up and it was the cutest thing ever.

Here's our "prom" picture ahahahahahhah. We had a great time, even tho I couldn't feel my feet at the end of each day. I am so glad to have been able to spend 3 whole days with these losers. It was well worth everything and hopefully we actually get passes for next year!!!! Hope you all had a great weekend =^^=

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Does it ever bother you that you can't walk around alone, ever, because you're afraid someone will cat call or harass you? Have you ever thought about that? Have you ever went alone somewhere? You might not think about it, but if you have never walked alone somewhere, you have probably thought about it subconsciously. Even at 12 in the afternoon there are people who stare at me, not just glancing, but there was a man, in a car, staring at me, straight-out. A man also decided to blatantly stare at me while I was having lunch...WITH MY FAMILY. You may think that I am just paranoid, which a lot of the time I know I am and know I am being paranoid, but there are times where I just know that guy is staring at me. I may be pointing fingers at men, but most of the time it is men. I am not saying women can't be doing the same things, but the majority of those situations are created by men. It's not fair how women have to be cautious of where we go alone because we might encounter an unpleasant situation. People may say "well you shouldn't be walking alone if you know something may happen", but why can't the response be "men have to learn how to control themselves." We shouldn't have to do anything to stop men from doing things they aren't supposed to. Every time I want to walk alone, just for a nice stroll, I can't because I am too afraid something will happen, even in the daylight. Is there anyway this can stop?

ANYWHO, here is a picture of my cute ass bunny and I. I don't take care of her much, but I sure do love this little shit. 

I had a huge mess (and still do) on my desk due to birthdays coming up and realized my birthday gifts are the best yo. I make them so cute and get the best gifts. I am very proud of the work I put into them. Most of the time when I give gifts, I usually make something homemade that becomes part of the gift and love doing it. Hopefully the people receiving them love them just as much as I do, ahahhahah. OH and you may be wondering what the hell that self-portrait is back there well...

I made it in art this year ahhaahhha!!!! I made myself way too tan, but pretty proud of my work. Yes that was the picture I was supposed to paint, ahahhaha. I had to buy my own artwork because of the material we used, but this is well worth it. It'll make me laugh when I'm down!!!!

Well, I just wanted to make a little rant and share a few things so hope you all had a great Monday!!!!=^^=

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WELL, summer has been going preeetttyyyyy well!!!!! It has been a week since it started and I have only watched/caught up with Game of Thrones and absolutely fell in love with and studied a bit for my SAT this weekend (cries), BUT GAME OF THRONES, IT BROKE MY HEART SO MUCH. I won't ruin it just in case some of y'all haven't watched, but prepare for a heartbroken experience. Do recommend watching it for sure. Ever since seeing it, I have been wanting a sword so I can swing it around ahahhahahaha. Here is an outfit I pulled together over the week:

//shirt - shop in Florida// shorts - thrifted// shoes - H&M//

I just wanted to show you guys how big this shirt I got from the DROWNERS concert (talked about it here). They were sold out of any of other sizes (so sad), but I was so desperate for a shirt I just got the large hahahhaha, this is my life. BUT HEY THE BAND SIGNED IT SO YES. (bathroom selfys are in ok)

I recently went to an "end of the year" party at my volunteer work place as a last goodbye and I finally got a picture of one of my kid's art that I have been laughing at forever. It is literally my favorite thing ever. Is what she's holding a flag or bloody axe???? NO 1 WILL KNOW. But in all seriousness it was supposed to be the American flag and look at her response, so cute. BUT SO FUNNY.

I ALSO RECENTLY GOT CHALKBOARD PAINT!!!!!! I have always wanted it and I finally got it and was so excited. It is kind of a mess right now because first drawing, but it'll get cuter :))))

AGGGHHHHH!!!! I saw The Fault in Our Stars!!!!!!!!!! So good and I cried way too much, my eyes are so swollen. I have never cried so hard seeing a movie to the point where it gave me a headache, it was just too much. Now disclosure: I can NEVER see a movie and think it's bad or think it is a terrible interpretation of it if it was a book. I just can't grasp it y'know? I am such a cheesy person when it comes to shows/movies/books like I love cheesy love stories, I don't know why. I'm going to re-read the book and watch the movie again in order to see if it was well made, I don't even know if I will be able to do that tho ahahahhaha. ALSO, people have been complaining about people going to watch the movie without reading the book and it pisses me off so much. Like who cares if they haven't read the book?!?!??! SOOO many books have been made into films and SOOO many people haven't read the book before seeing the movie. Some people like to read and some don't. Some people like movies and don't care for reading the book, like who cares?!?!? I have never seen this many people complain about it and it just irritates me. Maybe it has built up because the author of The Fault in Our Stars is so well-known in the internet, but people just need to chiiiiillll ouuuuut.

This kid graduated 8th grade this week and I am so very proud of him. He may not be "grade smart", but he is soooosososososooo smart in such a deeper level and I am so happy of the kind of person he has become. He is so talented and sets his mind to things he wants and I am so proud to be his sister. I don't say this to him face-to-face because I am not so affectionate and we just can't get into complimenting each other, but hopefully one day he'll read this and appreciate it. I am a real bitch to him sometimes, but I have now understood why: it's a way to express my worry-ness of his future. I may do it in a terrible way, but I just want him to be the best he can be. I'm so happy to have a brother like him because he gets into things so deep and likes to talk about social issues and understands them and it just makes me sosososososo happy. I don't know any kid his age like that. Love you, Poonior.

My siblings are really important to me and I may never express it, but truly they are. My sister may never believe that because she always takes everything I say as a joke, but everything I put here in this blog, I really, really mean. They have helped me become the person I am today, maybe in bad ways, but also great ways. Hope you all have a fantastic weekend =^^=